I'm not gonna lie..i'm scared that the world is going to end on 12.12.12.
i don't really know all that much about it, but it scares me.

The whole war thing has also become much scarier as i have gotten older and more aware of everything. I understand why we're fighting the war, but i don't understand, better yet don't like that we have to send our loved ones off to fight. This has become even scarier to me as i hear a very good friend of mine talking about going into the army and everything... i dont know, it just seems more real and it's very scary.

although i have a lot of fears, i don't think we are in as bad of shape as the news makes it out to be.. i think that the bad stuff- crime, war, highschool dropouts- is just more interesting to write about and read about in the media...